I belong to a time that does not exist anymore. [ Her fingers smooth against him, looking to explain something that settles so odd at times. ] But it is no more or less than anyone else will go through in a lifetime. We are all born to world's that don't exist anymore.
[ Not her words, Sir Bor, when she had asked him how he managed such length, so many centuries. ] It is those that help us, that make those changes bearable. Believe me, Duv, you make such things very understandable, even when you are as prideful and stubborn as someone like myself.
Wise, but not as applicable universally as you may hope. [ Even in his lifetime the Nexus around him had changed greatly, but not nearly on the scale she had experienced. The sentiment however is understood and he's smiling softly. ]
Anything I can do to help, I will. All you need to do is ask.
[ She sighs, - he needs to stop saying that to her, it curls warmth so low in her limbs, she was going to get drunker than the champagne on it. Pressing that little more into him, stretching out over him. ]
So I should take care not to repeat it while you're standing? [ A light tease as she tucks her beneath his chin. It's a comfortable fit and it's surprising to him how quickly he could grow accustomed to this. ]
[ She starts laughing more, turning into giggles more than anything loud and sharp. ] I hope not. I do not think I could stand to be that kind of lady at all.
I do though I was given leave to come in later. [ Which he would not be mentioning if this development hadn't happened. He would have shown up to work bright and early if they weren't sharing a bed now. ]
Sleep well, [ he murmurs and kisses her hair before his hold on her loosens and he allows himself to drift off. ]
[ She doesn't sleep as immediately as that. Though she stays there, for a good long while, letting her breathing settle not to disturb him. It's enough - and if her battle-soaked mind can't let her believe it's real and there and hers at all, after all these years - it's something she can work up to. Counting each and every one of his breaths like it'll be gone too soon. Some dazed fever dream she had sunk into like a warm bath, so hard to drag herself out of it.
Stays, until she's sure he's asleep and deeply so before she lifts up that little to fish out the blackwater on it's chain from around her neck, hidden below the line of her nightgown, and gently uncapped it in a flick of her thumb. Puts it to her lips, and drinks the same sip of it that is enough that as ever, shudders through her body - her hand coming up to cup her mouth to keep herself quiet. But with nothing serious to heal aside from sore feet, it's not much more than a shuddering breath. Tomorrow, it will need to be refilled, but that's easily done away from his sight. To be worried about him seeing and asking just what it was she was drinking.
After it's drunk, she settles back to him, watching his face carefully for a minute as she braids her hair. Leaning up to kiss him softly the once and last when she's donee before she lets herself finally go to sleep beside him.
Doesn't stray from there, really, the rest of the night, the same way she held to her pillows, most nights, was the same way she holds to him. Her face into his shoulder pressed in close against his side, arm wrapped around him and sleeping deeply and well past dawn for the first time in months. ]
[ His sleep is never heavy. It hasn't been since he was a child, having to be ready to move at a moment's notice either in the presence of real danger or the whim of his father. Her movements aren't enough to wake him, though his brows furrow and he murmurs nonsense to himself in his sleep. None of what happened this evening felt real nor would it be until he woke up with her still in his arms.
It's later than normal when he awakes, bleary eyed and with limbs heavy from sleep. More restful than he normally has though the weight on top of him is surprising. It takes a second before he remembers what happened the evening before and smiles softly down at her.
Deciding work could wait a while longer, he gently cards his fingers through her hair as he waits for the sleep to shake off of him. ]
[ She doesn't open her eyes, not even a little when she feels his fingers brush into her hair. A half-moment, where she stills to be sure that it's not something worse in sleep fogged confusion, but when it's nothing but gentle and warm, she settles again. Not enough to wake her fully, but enough to have her half murmur something that might be good morning, that as she stretches up, is mouthed into her curve of his neck. So pleasantly heavily draped, all her limbs pulled her down and deep. ]
Good morning, [ he says far more audibly, but still calm and quiet. He has no desire to jolt her to wakefulness. That could come on it's own. It's not often he takes a lazy morning, but it's something they could both use. ]
[ It takes her a little while, but she eventually rolls backwards and away from him. Stretching out in a sharp arch upwards, her arms up above her head and fisting in the pillow momentarily as she yawns, her face scrunched up in the movement. Then flops back unceremoniously onto the bed, looking back at him in a lazy blink. ]
[ She breathes it out low as she leans up. Moving over him again but this time a little more direct, not pressing him down but to hover over him. Beginning to kiss at the side of his jaw, his neck, a slow press that isn't a demanding, no interest in pushing him for anything else than the sake of touching. It's for the pleasure of doing it alone. Down the column of his throat. Smiling softly into his skin. ]
[ That's.. That's a lot more than he expected. His brows furrow as he tries to watch her the best he can from this angle and rests a hand on her waist. While she's not demanding, he can't help but feel as if she wants something more from this. He swallows thickly and it's after a few moments that he finally interrupts with-- ]
[ She burrows her nose against her side of her throat with a grin where she can feel him swallow. Assures him then, not to push him, she didn't want to do that. Even if he was warm and comfortable, and so easy to drape all over right now. Shakes her head a little, as she moves in the wayward path of her kisses. ]
Saying good morning.
[ She settled lower, against the collar of his shirt and nips, just the edge of her teeth. Not to mark, just to tingle on his skin and give him something to think about at work for the day. Then shifting across to kiss above the beat of his heart through his clothes. ] Chai - ? [ English, Lakshmi - ] Tea?
[ She rolls backwards then, with a yawn again, arms stretching briefly above him as she settles on her knees, raking her fingers through the tangle of her hair out of her face. Such a morning person, apparently. ]
[ His breath catches as she moves from his throat. In the wake of her touch is warmth and it slowly works to shake off the sleep that tries to cling to him.
His hand flies to the spot she nips, running his fingers over it. No, not a mark though he almost wishes it was. The higher collar of his uniform would hide it well.
When she pulls back, he pushes himself up onto his elbows. ] Coffee, black, if that's all right.
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[ He squeezes her shoulder in what he hopes is reassuring. Laws were there for a damn good reason. ]
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[ It's a mild grumble, as polite as she could be - because she couldn't lift a finger right now to true discontent settled right now. ]
I must be very strange to you, sometimes.
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I wish I could do more to have this world make sense to you.
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[ Not her words, Sir Bor, when she had asked him how he managed such length, so many centuries. ] It is those that help us, that make those changes bearable. Believe me, Duv, you make such things very understandable, even when you are as prideful and stubborn as someone like myself.
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Anything I can do to help, I will. All you need to do is ask.
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You will make me dizzy, if you keep saying that.
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[ That smile rattles all the way down her spine in a contentment. ] I suppose I should let you sleep if you have work tomorrow.
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Sleep well, [ he murmurs and kisses her hair before his hold on her loosens and he allows himself to drift off. ]
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Stays, until she's sure he's asleep and deeply so before she lifts up that little to fish out the blackwater on it's chain from around her neck, hidden below the line of her nightgown, and gently uncapped it in a flick of her thumb. Puts it to her lips, and drinks the same sip of it that is enough that as ever, shudders through her body - her hand coming up to cup her mouth to keep herself quiet. But with nothing serious to heal aside from sore feet, it's not much more than a shuddering breath. Tomorrow, it will need to be refilled, but that's easily done away from his sight. To be worried about him seeing and asking just what it was she was drinking.
After it's drunk, she settles back to him, watching his face carefully for a minute as she braids her hair. Leaning up to kiss him softly the once and last when she's donee before she lets herself finally go to sleep beside him.
Doesn't stray from there, really, the rest of the night, the same way she held to her pillows, most nights, was the same way she holds to him. Her face into his shoulder pressed in close against his side, arm wrapped around him and sleeping deeply and well past dawn for the first time in months. ]
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It's later than normal when he awakes, bleary eyed and with limbs heavy from sleep. More restful than he normally has though the weight on top of him is surprising. It takes a second before he remembers what happened the evening before and smiles softly down at her.
Deciding work could wait a while longer, he gently cards his fingers through her hair as he waits for the sleep to shake off of him. ]
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When do I lose you?
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Within the hour. I should get up soon to dress.
[ Duty called as it always did. ]
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Do I have you too to myself until then?
[ She would never step in the way of duty - or at least, not much. ]
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I didn't intend to go elsewhere before then.
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[ She breathes it out low as she leans up. Moving over him again but this time a little more direct, not pressing him down but to hover over him. Beginning to kiss at the side of his jaw, his neck, a slow press that isn't a demanding, no interest in pushing him for anything else than the sake of touching. It's for the pleasure of doing it alone. Down the column of his throat. Smiling softly into his skin. ]
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Did you...?
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Saying good morning.
[ She settled lower, against the collar of his shirt and nips, just the edge of her teeth. Not to mark, just to tingle on his skin and give him something to think about at work for the day. Then shifting across to kiss above the beat of his heart through his clothes. ] Chai - ? [ English, Lakshmi - ] Tea?
[ She rolls backwards then, with a yawn again, arms stretching briefly above him as she settles on her knees, raking her fingers through the tangle of her hair out of her face. Such a morning person, apparently. ]
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His hand flies to the spot she nips, running his fingers over it. No, not a mark though he almost wishes it was. The higher collar of his uniform would hide it well.
When she pulls back, he pushes himself up onto his elbows. ] Coffee, black, if that's all right.
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